Yesterday, I felt a whole new calling from God, Like I'm okay to tell people about my life story and all the things I did. I use to be so ashamed of that.
But now I know, I just have this passion in my heart, I have this huge passion to steer kids away from the path I took. I don't want other people living with the pain and the hurt that's in my heart. I don't want anyone searching there whole life for love and acceptance in all the wrong places.
It took me 24 years to find God the way I have now. It took me 24 years to find the Father I have been searching for and the Mother I always wanted.
I'm okay to know I don't have that relationship with my parents now God and Mary, they are my parents and I know they will never turn me away, they will always be hear to listen to me.
The devil can try and he can try, but he can never take that away from me. He cant take the relationship I have with my heavenly parents. I will never let them go!
And its not just kids, I want to help adults, I want to help fix the broken families and the broken marriages. It took me and my husband, 7 years of fighting for this relationship, and when God knew we needed it, he gave us 2 beautiful boys to keep us hanging on till we could find him. Our marriage did not get ANY kind of better until we accepted God in our lives. And now we share a whole new love for each other, an awesome love for Christ, and we have made new family and friends.
I live my life for God now, and if I didn't then it would just be worthless.
But now I know, I just have this passion in my heart, I have this huge passion to steer kids away from the path I took. I don't want other people living with the pain and the hurt that's in my heart. I don't want anyone searching there whole life for love and acceptance in all the wrong places.
It took me 24 years to find God the way I have now. It took me 24 years to find the Father I have been searching for and the Mother I always wanted.
I'm okay to know I don't have that relationship with my parents now God and Mary, they are my parents and I know they will never turn me away, they will always be hear to listen to me.
The devil can try and he can try, but he can never take that away from me. He cant take the relationship I have with my heavenly parents. I will never let them go!
And its not just kids, I want to help adults, I want to help fix the broken families and the broken marriages. It took me and my husband, 7 years of fighting for this relationship, and when God knew we needed it, he gave us 2 beautiful boys to keep us hanging on till we could find him. Our marriage did not get ANY kind of better until we accepted God in our lives. And now we share a whole new love for each other, an awesome love for Christ, and we have made new family and friends.
I live my life for God now, and if I didn't then it would just be worthless.
{I love you Father, and I love you Mother, with all the love I know how to give I give it all to you}
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