WOW its amazing how a few bad things can make us see red and lash out. I mean wow. Obviously God doesn't do anything or let anything happen if its not for a reason. Best thing to do is to cry it out and tell God you get it, you know He's right and just give it all to Him. Amazing how doing this can take all that anger and put it on simmer
I'm getting the hang of this. I for a second felt like I was drowning bc everything seems to be going down the drain. BUT then it hit me like a ton of bricks, He's only doing this bc He wants us to strengthen our faith and ask him for help.. I GOT THE MESSAGE THIS MORNING LORD.. I'm sorry it took me this long to put all the puzzle pieces together. Your in charge here not me, Just lead the way!!.. And just like that POOF there goes the red, and I'm seeing clearly again and my mood is back to happy.
He's pretty good at teaching lessons ya know!
He's pretty good at teaching lessons ya know!
Translation
Okay so this was a morning where things were just going completely out of control. Nothing was going right and it was first thing in the morning and I was just like "seriously" and I was so mad and angry I started lashing out at my husband for just things that weren't going right. Like we have only one car at the moment and I told him that morning me and the kids were moving to my moms because I was depending on a friend to bring my son to and from school everyday and it was quit out her way. And it just got to stressful to deal with. And until he fixed his car I needed to leave. Well I finally just was so angry and I hated feeling like that, I just broke down into a thousand of the hardest tears and I finally just prayed and literally in that moment, I laid my life at the feet of Jesus and asked Him to take control and just said you lead the way I will follow if you just promise to hold my hand. And instantly my mood was lifted and I felt so much better and at ease, I apologized to my husband and just worked out a different situation with using a car to bring my little man to school.
If God feels the need He will teach you a lesson, I have learned that and I try VERY hard to keep on the straight path. It gets easier with time I promise.
This was only the beginning.
This was only the beginning.
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