When I was a little girl I really liked the name Rachael, and I thought or maybe wanted it to be my guardian angel's name. But not that long ago I discovered my Guardian angel's name is Ruth. Well my husband just recently told me his guardian angel's name is RACHAEL he's been knowing for a little while now. And then it took me back to when I was a little girl.. MMMMM??? I guess I really did meet my soul mate, I just knew his guardian angel before him. Funny How things like that work out.
You know I have always questioned whether or not I ended up with the right man, I'm sure a lot of women go through that. And I never understood out of all the times we broke up, separated, almost divorced, why oh why did it hurt so bad to be away from him, even when I was sure I hated him and didn't want anything to do with him. I always chalked it up to he was the father of my children of course I'm going to still have love for him. But still my heart ached in a way that was just so painful. I always just wanted him to change for the better, or make the effort and it stick. He always started the changing process, but enough to get me back and then decide well I got her back I can stop. So it caused a lot of problems between us, but like I said in my first post, it just felt like God had this little night light He kept on in our dark times so we could follow it back to each other, and we always did.
Well one day my husband asks me if I knew his purpose in life, because sometimes I see a persons purpose, or what their gift from God is, or what they were meant to be. I mean Ive told people I haven't seen or spoken to in years since high school, knew pretty much nothing about their lives today, messages from God and it turns out they needed to hear it. How does that happen?? God of course duh, He sees everything.
So I told my husband no I didn't know, I can't just ask God some one's purpose or ask Him a message to give them, it doesn't work like that, He shows me a person I need to go to. And sometimes Ill be talking to someone and not knowing I have a message but then God tells me like right then and their something to tell them. So as I was telling my husband no I don't really know, this is what came to me and I had NO idea I was going to say this.
"I will tell you this, Yes you were always destined to be apart of my life.
No we will never be apart, there was no other man made for me."
Wow, that's some powerful stuff from God right there, so I pretty much figured out that this is the man God made for me, All the hardships and heart breaks and hard times I went through, led me to this man right here. And all our hard times let us up to this moment where God would become the center of our lives, and really help us to fall in love all over again and strengthen our faith in Him, each other. Together we are more powerful than ever, and that is one thing the devil does NOT like, because he always tries to cause trouble between us because we are growing closer together and stronger and we can fulfill what God wants of us as a team.
All the negative thoughts that ever come into your head, or the doubt you feel toward your spouse or anyone for that fact, that is the devil. We were made by God to love, and have peace and happiness. We were NOT made to hate or to have any negative feelings at all in our body's, but the devil roams around the world because he is seeking the ruin of souls any way he can, so he can punish God and hurt Him. So we really need to strengthen our faith in the Lord and put Him at the center of our lives, and we will start working our way to heaven. But be warned the closer you grow to God and the better relationship you have with Him, it will freak the devil out because with God nothing is impossible and He will come to our aid if we only ask it of Him. God wants us to depend on Him, He is the All Mighty, He has the power to do whatever He pleases. And He will always love each and every one of His children no matter what the bad things they do, and He will always help us if we just give everything to Him and be opened to accept His love. And just because He doesn't give us what we want right away doesn't mean he's punishing us or making us suffer, He does everything in His own time, and only if He thinks it is for the good of us.
Side Note:
There is a time difference between Heaven and Earth. So what may be a year to you may only be a few days in Heaven. Just think you should know that.
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