(The Blessed Mother)
Painted by the Child Prodigy Akaine Kramarik
To start off, I always find myself just longing to hear God, or someone to get a message from, because in those moments I feel so loved and so happy it's like I never want to leave that moment. And so I'm always waiting for someone to come talk to me because I miss them so much. Of course I cant always speak to them because its like your in an alternate time space, I don't really know how to put it because when I talk to God it sometimes feels like a very short conversation but then I look at the clock and 2 hours have passed and I don't notice it because I'm going on about my daily life and not paying attention to the time. Its because Heaven is eternity there is no clocks up there. And in that moment its pure happiness, makes you never want to leave, which is why I don't always speak with them that often because I am a mother I have children to take care of, I have a life to live, I have to come back to reality so I can pass the message on.
Last night I talked to my dear Mother Mary, she is so lovely, she is the best mom anyone could ask for. She cares so much for us, and she always wants us to tell her how we are feeling. Last night she knew I was feeling sad and a bit stressed because I have been feeling drained and tired a lot, we have been having a lot going on, so I been kind of rushing through my prayers because I try to say like 50 different prayers in the morning and at night HA.. Really though I have all these prayers printed out, special prayers for in the morning and at night and I try to say them all, and when were pressed for time especially on weekends because we usually have some family things to do, I rush through them and then it makes me upset because I feel like I'm not really meaning it.
I always say my rosary once a day, because its important to say your rosary, especially once every day because it saves us from the fires of hell. On weekdays I say my rosary in the mornings and weekends its at night. Then I try to follow up with my morning and evening prayers, but lately its been crazy and I been rushing through them.
Well my wonderful Mother told me she saw I was feeling sad and knew I was a bit stressed so she just came to spend some time with me to talk about things. She told me it doesn't matter how many prayers you say. The rosary is VERY important especially daily, which I always make time to do. But my morning and evening prayers don't have to be SO much.
God doesn't care about the number of prayers you say, He cares that you say any at all. Even if you say one or two or just a few that's good enough. As long as you MEAN IT. Praying just to pray doesn't really do anything for you, but if you pray and you truly mean it, that's what is the biggest difference. If your rushing out the door because your late, and you take one minute or just a few seconds to stop in your tracks and tell God you love Him, thank Him for all the blessings in your life, or just say a Hail Mary or Our Father, that counts because your stopping everything just to give Him some recognition. That's what is important to God, that you acknowledge Him and say a meaningful prayer. Its just important to pray and be sincere about it.
Of course you can always talk to God and Mary or whoever from Heaven about anything. Last night other than her teaching me about praying, she asked me how my weekend went, she saw that we had a very good time, she saw I laughed and played with my children at the parked I swung on the swings I slid down the slide, and I was really happy. And she saw that and she was happy I was happy. We talked about how things are better between me and my husband. What things bother me and how to try and make them better. You know I don't have a deep relationship with my mom so talking to Mary it makes me so happy because its the relationship I have always wanted with my mom, I'm just getting it from My Heavenly Mother, and its so nice because she already knows everything so I can just talk to her about it all.
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